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8 AM
I wake up early today, and strangely refreshed, despite trading shots with Jessada’s father and uncle over rice and crispy fried beef last night. I feel great. The morning sounds of this place have become familiar. I wake up with the sun, drowsily reading John Fowles’ The Magus, which is tortuously well written, constructed with a love of language that may be a dead art outside of the intestinal passions of Literature PHDs. I am absolutely drawn into it and feel manipulated by it at every chapter. The first sound I will become aware of in the morning is the hum of the aircon. There are bird sounds, long, high notes that seem to wind though the scale with the same winding, meandering direction as anime rockets. Some faint traffic sounds. As I read, I hear the sliding gate of the driveway. I know Jessada’s mother has arrived, and are crossing the moat into the house. I start to hear house sounds. I know I will soon hear the cock’s crow of this household, the stone on stone sound she makes with the mortar and pestle. The days cooking tasks are beginning. Soon I hear the sound of the mortar…
I emerge to find Jessada’s parents eating fruit, watching the television. I join them, fascinated by the election. Usually the only TV being watched in the house is cartoons for the children, usually Spongebob. Children here must have dreams in which Tom Kenny’s voice is the voice of Buddha.
Breakfast today is a dream. Last night I sampled the som woo-ah that I was shown yesterday, and I had been hoping it would make another appearance at breakfast. It’s ground raw pork and beef with chili, lime juice, a little glutenous rice and mountains of raw garlic wrapped in banana leaf, left out at room temperature. I’ve had it in the states, it’s one of my favourite foods on the planet. It’s here, and delicious, and I made clear to everyone how much I love it, that I could eat it all day, so one was unwrapped at breakfast.

Som woo-ah is heaven. I love and have always loved the texture of raw meat. I love raw garlic. It’s all I ever wanted, all I ever needed, there, in a banana leaf. It has a satisfying mouth feel, firm, but needing a little more mastication. All of the flavours are bare and slightly separated, a Mondrian palette of strong, solid elements, in perfect order.

Breakfast also included some seriously good pineapple, mango, Isan-style chicken, which is pressed flat and grilled between bamboo, some liver, fish cakes, fried beef and sticky rice. I’ve been staring at various pineapples since I arrived like a pineapple-phile, and now that I’ve got my hands on some, I thoroughly agree that they taste richer, more subtle here. The chicken is a staple here, a solid bet, anytime, not greasy, but not dry, so good. I love that chicken liver keeps turning up on the menu, that’s something that I didn’t see last time, and has been a pleasant surprise.
Jessada will leave today for Bang Saen. He has an opening at Burapha University on July 11 or 12, and I will join him there on the 9th or 10th. Soon, I will be hopping buses to the North, to Nong Kwai, and then maybe down to Phanom Rung. There are some ruins on top of an extinct volcano there that are supposed to be both well restored and beautiful. Supposedly from the top of the volcano, you can see far into Cambodia, towards Angkor Wat. I don’t really know. I’m going to take the next week to see more of the region, before visiting friends in Bang Saen and then returing up here to finish out my research with interviews, a two day stay at Wat Asokaram and a number of trips to local sites I’ve identified from my research. Jessada’s aunt is coming then. She lives in Canada and is apparently being drafted into being my translator for long-form interviews.
I really need the next week to sort out the state of my research. I’ve taken piles of notes and photos and video, and I have all kinds of ideas, but I’m awash in information. It’s hard to take a day off when you know exactly what it will feel like to be sitting in Suvarnabhumi on July 22, knowing your next stop is “not-Thailand, not Yot Kaeng”, but I need some time to work without additional input.
Watching post-election coverage on TV. Yingluck Shinawatra’s Red Shirts have taken 264 seats of 400, a clear and decisive majority. Presumably, she will be the new Prime Minister. People here seem excited and interested, as the Northeast is Shinawatra territory, red all over. Last night, Jessada’s father was expressing his love for the democratic process in general, it’s something he’s genuinely thankful for. People traveled hundreds of miles to take part in this election.
There’s a lot of coverage of the western coverage of the election on the TV, screenshots of editorials and blogs. I hear the words “Wall Street Journal” within blasts of chatter from commentators. There seemed to have been doubts in the west over the election and so many investors had withdrawn from the Thai sector in the past month. The baht is up.
On the TV I see something described as a “No Ghadaffi Rally” and hear the words “Kinshasa” and “Africa”. A huge crowd, waving green streamers is panned across, a low resoultion video, maybe off a phone or something. I realize I don’t know if Ghadaffi is still in power, or even alive. What would make Americans gather in the streets in joy?
After the news finished, A Nicholas Cage movie came on. The dubbing on his voice is deep, lacking all the “gentile Woody Allen” neurosis he normally radiates. I have no idea what it is, but he’s playing a motorcycle cop, so I’m taking a guess at Ghost Rider. No, despite the tease of the burning car rescue, it’s The Wicker Man. They blur out cigarettes on TV here, so some of the actors’ faces look anonymized.
Advertising note: Historically in the US toilet paper was used as proto-Kleenex prior to the marketing of Kleenex as a seperate, single-sheet product. I just saw a commercial advocating that you stop using a roll of toilet paper as facial tissue, and use Kleened brand box tissue instead. As I eat my breakfast, the missing link between toilet paper and facial tissue is brought out to me, a small plastic bag filled with folded rectangles of toilet paper, for table use.
Advertising note #2: Just saw a commercial showing a montage of Thai military shots, which transitioned into a shot of the king in military garb (wearing an amazing, colossal beehive-shaped hat), ending with a crowd shot from what if I recall is the 60th anniversary of his reign, where lierally a million Thais gathered up in front of the palace to chant “long live the king”. A million.
Jessada comes and gets me, my things are loaded into the car, and I’m off to the bus stop. Before I leave, I’m given some som woo-ah for the road.
Somewhere Between Yot Kaeng and Nong Khai
Today was all buses. My first bus is a standing room only sardine can to Khon Kaen from Non Pa Ohn, about a half kilometer from Jessada’s front door. We drive fast, into oncoming traffic much of the time. The bus passes the roadside shrine that has now become a familiar landmark, honks twice. One of the soldiers standing next to me in the stair rail puts his hands together in silent prayer.
Pulling through Kalasin station, I see a woman wearing a freshly screenprinted shirt with Yingluck Shinawatra’s face on it. She’s a superstar now, with political capital to spend. All eyes are now upon her, expecting change, results.
We arrive in Khon Kaen, at the terminal. I am bombarded by offers for tuk-tuks. I’m confused. There is no English here, no reference. I find the window for Nong Khai. I buy a ticket for 110 baht. I am told to “sit down” and pointed over to some chairs. Hours pass. I fidget, move about, try to get an internet connection, other travelers try and help me read my ticket, but it contains no information, not even a destination. Finally, a bus arrives, someone shouts Nong Khai, and I manage to find my way onto it. It’s only pulling through, not even stopping at a berth. I get a seat in the back, where it’s all soldiers and men, leaving the forward seats for the elderly, women, families. When the bus runs out of seats, stools are pulled out, lined right up the aisle. We depart.

Traveling though the region we pass a staggering array of large, roadside “things”. Jagged concrete dire wolves, molded brontosaurii, wicker elephants, a giant, 50 foot high Ban Chiang pottery. The “Roadside Thailand” feel of the highway makes me miss Googie coffee shops and muffler men. pass a row of four workshops where tires are cut and remade into these ubiquitous, bomb-shaped trash bins. One has a row of skinned tires easily four feet high and a hundred feet long. I think the thinner tires are used for things like handles. I think of Sarah Perry’s gorillas.
We pass through Udon Thani, which is like the beating heart of the region. There are tower cranes here, a whole forest of them in one place. Commerce is everywhere. Endless markets. Ads for cabarets. Ads for hotels. We pass a luxury car dealership with a yellow Lotus Elan in the window. At the bus station, an elderly woman gets on and I buy some sticky rice from her. It’s in a plastic sandwich bag, and it’s too hot to eat. I wait for it to cool and eat it with my som woo-ah. The teenager who acts as the bus’ conductor looks at me, shocked to see a farang eating raw meat and sticky rice with his hands on the bus. He asks me if I like it in Lao, and I respond, in clear Lao that I like it very much. He scurries off, perplexed. My language skills may be the weakest part of this journey, but the first thing I learn anywhere is how to talk about food. That som woo-ah was the last I’ll taste of Yot Kaeng for a week.
The crowd on the bus thins out as we approach Nong Khai. I exit, get my bag from below, and fight off an swarm of tuk-tuk drivers.
I Am a Moth to the Flame
I arrive in Nong Khai, find my way to Sawadee Guesthouse, which I’ve chosen solely for its professed free wi-fi. It delivers on the wi-fi, but I have to take a double room, which means I get a serious lecture from the Chinese owner about his no prostitutes in the room rule. He mentions it numerous times.
When I emerge from my room, it’s barely 7pm and Nong Khai is mostly locked up. I wander along the Mekong Promenade towards the center of town, hoping to find a 7-Eleven, as I have to break a large bill. I pass many restaurants, all looking sad and empty. Bars where Thai women wait in small groups, for the European men who will pay for their company. There are a staggering amount of prostitutes and bar girls here, but maybe they just stick out more in the off season. The Farangs here are older, white, looking less like burnt out ex-pats and more like lost, middle aged souls.
I find a 7-Eleven and a small night market. It’s near a pair of lighted tennis courts that are seeing a lot of action. Inside the 7-Eleven I buy some liquids, break my bill. I’m developing an obsession with cheap, Thai, macho energy drinks. I bout some .357 here, it tastes like slightly orange Red Bull. There is a very young American inside. He speaks no English and has bought a microwave meal of some sort that the employees are nuking for him. They say two minutes, and he responds with an ear-splitting “awesome”. I decide I hate him, that he needs a shave, too. I wonder what he’s doing here.
Outside, I buy one of these mysterious banana pancakes I’ve been reading about. Supposedly they’re prime backpacker chow. They’re basically a thin dough with egg and banana inside, fried. I walk back to the Mekong to eat it. It’s good, a carb bomb, glazed with condensed milk and some yellow goo that’s all sugar. While I eat it, I watch a young couple on vacation walk down to a floating restaurant to have what looks like a romantic dinner. Behind me, an aging Dutch couple meanders about, having a conversation with some young Thai kids about “White Whisky”, which makes my mouth water, a little.
I walk back along the promenade and notice the sheer number of moths beating themselves against the lighting. I try and take some photos. I also notice, in the far distance, to the East, a brilliant lighted structure, obviously a wat or chedi or temple of some kind. I start to walk towards it. I walk past my guesthouse, into a long strip of restaurants where exclusively Thai groups eat what looks like amazing food. The idea of eating alone here makes me sad. The whole idea of a restaurant here is more than food, it’s a place to bring your friends. Most of the crowd is young, lots of obvious Thai couples sipping whisky and soda or drinking Beer Chang or Leo. I walk a long time, maybe a half hour, and the lighted tower seems no closer. At times I can’t see it and I wonder if it’s been turned off or something.
I walk past barking, growling dogs, bars that are closing, a group of Thais where one of the guys wants to practice saying “hello” and shake my hand. I’m clearly out of place here, on the other side of town, away from the bar girls and the menus with pictures of “BBQ burger” on them. I’m getting closer to the lighted wat, though.

I finally arrive at the wat. It’s awash in lights and a tornado of insects are wrapped around it, I had realized about a mile back that there’s little real difference between my need to chase the light of this thing and the need of one of the huge butterflies that are thrashing about it. We’re the same, I’m a dog chasing cars and all that. I’m awash in feelings of acceptance of futility, without judgment, and I like it. I like the butterflies. I ascend to the golden Buddha, up washed, wet steps, to stand before it, marvelously colourful in the darkness.

I attempt to circumnavigate the structure when I realize that I’m walking on thousands of insects, except for the space in front of the Buddha, which is marvelously smooth. I recoil, retreat back to the Buddha. I’m alone here, at what seems like a circus. I don’t really know where I am, and I don’t care to reach into my bag to find my maps and try to figure it out. All I know is I followed the light and the light led me to this place of sublime beauty. I realize that it’s part of my nature to chase left-hand trails and distant, unknown lights, that’s just what I do best.
I walk back to my guesthouse, filled with purpose, self-satisfied. I pass closed restaurants, fewer people, familiar people in their 2nd passing. I’m sure they think I’m lost, and they wouldn’t be half-wrong. At the oversize Chinese temple that’s booming karaoke from somewhere in the depths, I hang a left, now chasing the boom. If I don’t find out now, I’ll never know. Worse, I’ll probably forget it ever was.
I find a street party, with only a few drunks left, belting it out to no one at the top of their lungs, bathing my whole neighborhood in resonance and reverb. It’s a good sound. Shops that stayed open late are shutting down. Crunched into a bench in front of a closed shop is an Asian backpacker wearing women’s Thai pajama pants, passed out, cradling and clutching his DSLR in his sleep. The cops are rousting drunks down the street with sticks and bright lights, either about to pass him by or give him a night to remember.
Me, I meander up the ally to Sawadee, flip on the internet, and I type.